assalamualaikum dear readers ! i'm back with my new life happy damn much with someone special without any tears anymore.. tenkiu babby for all that you have done.. 

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. just a litter bit word i want to tell you bebby... 

You can close your eyes to things you don't
want to see, but you can't close your heart to
the things you don't want to feel

yess i  know that once i really hate you but now i have lost with my own feelings. look at how great you are baby .. so i hope a thousand honesty from you..i hope you will never make something foul behind me.. i gave you a thousand beliefs.

i'm privated now !

sha, aku pinta kau akan s’lalu setia
sha, ku mohon kau s’lalu menemani
Saat ku tengah terluka
Kala ku tengah gundah

Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

sha, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku…

ehem ^^ mase bila pulak lirik lagu wali band 2 bertukar kepada nama aku eak? ahah wat syok pulak.. ekceli aku tak seperasan tahap 2 aih.. lagu 2 SH aku yang nyanyi dekad aku lah.. so lirik 2 dah bertukar... ^^ sweet pulak aku dengar taw .. terharu ni =,=' heeeee~ keh aku dah mula gedik..-,-' ohyeah..tujuan aku update nie saja nk bge tahu yang skarang aku in privated okeh... tak paham? hurmm senang cAKAP fb aku dah deactive.. blog aku no more pic2 gedik aku.. pic2 aku.. sorry okeh... SH ckp jgn tayang muka dekad org.. aku tatawu ape motif dia.. *jelesh leteewww.. ahax.. btw..aku syg semua kawan2 fb aku lah.. korang nak add..sila add fb  <shahidatul azwan> aku hanya guna fb ini sekarang okeh..? jangan cakap aku sombong or what so ever.. i'm still shahidatul yang dulu... aku tetap sayang smue readers2 aku.. tapi sorry to say kalau someday aku terpaksa tutup blog nie ='( aku tanak tapi???? hope understand my situation okeh.. cemburu itu boleh mengatasi segalanya..tetapi dengan kejujuran serta keikhlasan untuk menjaga hati seseorang itu mempunyai hikmah yang besar di sebaleknya...kesabaran itu amat penting... maybe this the way that I can show to him and let him know how deep I love him ^^ untuk awak yang di sana tu.. saya sayang awak lah.. kenapa tak percaya?? -,-' what the??????????????? >,< up to you.. kbai XD